Pine Tree

Hi!
Yesterday I posted my 14th submission for Inktober on my instagram. (Better check it here) The theme was tree. I excited for tree theme. I've planned to draw tree I love. But the problem was I forget what kind of tree I love.
First I saw this tree was in Korean magazine. A monthly issue of Korea.net I got when I subscribed it back then when I was in university. It was October 2009 issue. It had Bae Bien-U article on Korean Artist section. That was love at first sight. The article talked about Mr. Bae Bien-U artwork. A photograph of mystical forest. It is wonderful artwork. For me it's enchanting and gorgeous. This issue also gave a post card with the sacred trees picture.

Doesn't it gorgeous? I wanted to redraw it. Because I realize that I love pine tree since it.
But, the problem is my drawing skill still under average and I am not that diligent. I am to lazy to draw detail. Here is my draw.

I know this is not good. I am glad I drew it. Because at first I feel a little bit unconfident. Scare it wouldn't be as my expectation. But it finished good enough for me. Finished it is nice achievement! To fight my own doubt and be brave to do what I really want to do. Draw pine trees. Redraw a master piece. Do I plagiarize? I think no, I don't. I drew my own version of the sacred trees even tought it turn out far away from the original artwork. I am learning. I am on progress increase my skill.

The point is I decided to do it. Be brave with myself. Fight my own doubt and fear.

I am ashamed by my own work. This is my art, my way to be better, to best of me. People may to critic or dislike. But I still get a lot appreciation for my works. I am grateful and do more better.
That's why you don't be shy. Maybe you are better than me but less brave. As long as we do right, nothing bad gonna happen.
Be good and make your love.