Darla Candra M

i don't know why my post about my last activity at other university always on top list being viewed. ??? it's just a picture we took for fun. hehehe...it's show how unite we are however come from different universities.^^ but we have more pictures. LOL i think we are photo addict. (or narciss???) i'm spamming! :P inside the venue. at the painting event. ^^ last day, the closing, with balloons! okay, enough for today. have nice day.

i feel so bad. well, watch mv from Miss A. Miss A Love Alone credit: http://www.youtube.com/user/missA one of my fave girlband. and my fave member is Jia. i want to dye my hair like her pink hair. hehe but her blonde or black hair is awesome too. she is amazing!!! jia's pink hair jia's blonde hair credit: as tagged and http://missaworld.files.wordpress.com

watch this one credit: http://www.youtube.com/user/B2STgeneration this is B2st new mv. for their first full album called Fact and Fiction. i really love this song. last night, when i watched the mv *again, again, an again* i realize that the song is same with me. the song is told about a man who can't accept that he has broken up with his girlfriend. so he wrote a fiction. he still love her. hehehe... but, for me. it is not like that. for me as an author. my feeling at someone i like is an inspiration. when i fall in love, I'll write a story. but, the worst thing is when i can't approach my love, my story going bad. i can't finish it till the end. hehm... it's so hard.

well, i don't what the different between "fear" and "phobia". from wikipedia.org : A phobia (from the Greek: φόβος,Phobos, meaning "fear" or "morbid fear") is defined as a persistent fear of an object or situation in which the sufferer commits to great lengths in avoiding despite the fear, typically disproportional to the actual danger posed, often being recognized as irrational. In the event the phobia cannot be avoided entirely, the sufferer will endure the situation or object with marked distress and significant interference in social or occupational activities.( Bourne, Edmund J. (2011). The Anxiety & Phobia Workbook 5th ed.. New Harbinger Publications. pp. 50-51. ISBN 572244135.) so, its more than fear? but, i think some people don't realize that they have phobia. I, myself don't know wether i have phobia or no. but, phobia is a disease. psyche disease. phobia need to be healed. it can cause physical disease. we must curious...

like Siwon, i wish i was there, in Jakarta joined with the crowd of KIMCHI 2011. but, i was at home. joined to the concert through by twitter. so much thanks for all the fanbase which made alot live reports. made me more stress. so, here i post all the mv which song Super Junior sang in KIMCHI 2011. *so sorry i don't post about the other artist (Girl's Day, Park Jung Min, The Boss, X-5) and don't post the fancam. im post the original music video* first they sang BONAMANA here is the mv credit: SM ent @ youtube the second is No Other credit: Oro520 @ youtube the third song is Perfection by Suju M credit: kpopmvtvHD @ youtube the fourth is Super Girl by Suju M credit: SM ent @ youtube the fifth is Rokkuko * i can't believe it! they sang Rokkuko!!! but before Suju started, ELF started sang Happy Birthday for Ryeowook* but they keep going on. hohoho credit: PhatHokage @ youtube the sixth as the last is Sorry Sorry hohoho i was so sad. i hope i can join to the next concert.

oh my God! i don't know how to describe my feeling now? sad, guilty, confuse, stress. gee! this week, Saturday, Super Junior will hold a concert in Jakarta. oh, my friend will go there. but i can't. but i've prepared a gift for Super Junior. i've gave it to friend, so she can give it to Super Junior. i hope Super Junior accept it. amen cause i really love Super Junior. here are some of my collection mv Sorry Sorry, great song. phenomenom song. credit to http://www.youtube.com/user/sment jeongmal saranghae!

it is crazy little thing called love a.k.a first love, a Thai movie. i love this movie so much. simple story but awesome. here's the trailer. search on this blog if you want to watch. http://kshowloveholic.wordpress.com/2010/12/29/crazy-little-thing-called-love-thai-movie-eng-sub/

So bad feeling. i have many tasks. but i too lazy to do it. God, i need spirit. the deadline is haunting me. i am so crazy. even, my english going worse now. rawr! very very bad feeling. i don't want it. God, please send me an angel. i need a hug.