It's 12.48 AM now at my place. A little bit cold after all day and evening rain. But I am still awake after finished two latest episodes of Scarlet Heart: Ryeo. Kind of almost a binge watch. I watched episode 1 until 11 in three days.
Yes, it is a korean drama. Now airing on Monday and Tuesday. An saeguk on going drama I love now. I do really love this series since I'm back fangirling. LOL
I am back, everybody! *put some IU song with dorawa lyric* 😀😀😀 In order to write sequel of Like Brother, Like Sister, I have to get the feeling. I confess I almost lost the click of korean taste. It's been years I am not really into South Korea's modern culture product. Well, yes I still follow some new songs or some news. But not like what I've done back then when I was a student.
If you read my older post, you will know how I deep I'm into kpop or k-drama. I made fanfics and a couple of fanart. After I graduated from university, I slowly leave kpop and k-drama. I rarely googling around like usually. Stoping twitter and stalking. I stoped write fanfiction.
Well, that was not easy. I was growing up with it. Mandarin, Japanese, South Korea, all of this big three was influence me. My life. Even until today. I realize it still in me. Not really bad influence. Not about obsession or shallow dream of fans. There is something already puting rot in me.
Become mature, made me change my mindset of this phenomenom. Especially myself. It was bad become die hard fan of kpop or k-drama when slowly blinded by.
Actually it's not only for addiction to kpop, but for any other culture. Foreign culture. Or even our own culture. Culture is product of human being. Culture should be make you life better not destroy yourself.
This note is for myself. That with my liking on kpop and kdrama I don't want to be someone I don't ever want to be. I wrote nonsense, okay. I just shared a bit of my feeling. How once really love to something couldn't be erased at all. Even though now I can be more selective and reasonable on every choice I choose and my acts.
Become a fan is not crime. Not really. Find right excuse and deal with it. But never be addict. Become good fan. Some of them are fictional character that life forever even after the end of story, but you only live once. Make it worth now and for ever.
I am back to fangirling just for wake my sense of writing up. I know its cruel acts. I won't sorry, because I still adore it. I just try to be mature fan. Kind of.
Yes, it is a korean drama. Now airing on Monday and Tuesday. An saeguk on going drama I love now. I do really love this series since I'm back fangirling. LOL
I am back, everybody! *put some IU song with dorawa lyric* 😀😀😀 In order to write sequel of Like Brother, Like Sister, I have to get the feeling. I confess I almost lost the click of korean taste. It's been years I am not really into South Korea's modern culture product. Well, yes I still follow some new songs or some news. But not like what I've done back then when I was a student.
If you read my older post, you will know how I deep I'm into kpop or k-drama. I made fanfics and a couple of fanart. After I graduated from university, I slowly leave kpop and k-drama. I rarely googling around like usually. Stoping twitter and stalking. I stoped write fanfiction.
Well, that was not easy. I was growing up with it. Mandarin, Japanese, South Korea, all of this big three was influence me. My life. Even until today. I realize it still in me. Not really bad influence. Not about obsession or shallow dream of fans. There is something already puting rot in me.
Become mature, made me change my mindset of this phenomenom. Especially myself. It was bad become die hard fan of kpop or k-drama when slowly blinded by.
Actually it's not only for addiction to kpop, but for any other culture. Foreign culture. Or even our own culture. Culture is product of human being. Culture should be make you life better not destroy yourself.
This note is for myself. That with my liking on kpop and kdrama I don't want to be someone I don't ever want to be. I wrote nonsense, okay. I just shared a bit of my feeling. How once really love to something couldn't be erased at all. Even though now I can be more selective and reasonable on every choice I choose and my acts.
Become a fan is not crime. Not really. Find right excuse and deal with it. But never be addict. Become good fan. Some of them are fictional character that life forever even after the end of story, but you only live once. Make it worth now and for ever.
I am back to fangirling just for wake my sense of writing up. I know its cruel acts. I won't sorry, because I still adore it. I just try to be mature fan. Kind of.
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